DISAPPEAR

I need a cure for this hell,

studying my soul

deep inside

hurts your mind

deaf to every call

i can not see 

your heart at all.

black spotlight

where lips and poison 

were filled,

beneath the cup of the moon.

my mood was dark,

if you wanted 

we could disappear 

to somewhere else.

SHADOWS AND SUNSETS.

At one pure bliss

and pure despairing 

As love's last gleaming

fades to sunset

why must we fly?

shadows cover the starry sky

i rest serene 

in my last failure

loveless,

no more flame held

between hand and hand

forgot me heaven and hell

and loose yourself

between shadows and sunsets.

IN A DREAM

Such is the dream

you do not sleep,but only

dream that you thirst for sleep,

that someone lies.

Asleep,and through his dream

beneath his eyelids

two black suns sear 

the lashes of his eyes.

HELLO MOM

she spends the days with no talk

she spends the afternoon

wandering the house

the morning crying

and the evening dreaming

with something better

dreamy she dreams

suicide could save her

she only thinks to give her life

and she  wastes the day

lost her faith in life

everything outside 

is rather boring

and she dreams:

hello new life

all my pain has disappeared 

i can not see the black blots anymore

hey mom i am smiling again

everything is getting clear.

hello mom i am happy again.

CUTS

nothingness 

i cut myself,deep inside

it can not hurt anymore

slow i immerse myself

i remember you

and i feel lost 

i really do

my heart is a hole

i am bleeding

thinking of you

i can feel a shallow loneliness 

it is not necessary 

you come back

i cut myself

and i remember you.

FEELING FREE

i thought that i found you

i thought this time

it was my chance

i will run the rivers

trying to reach the sea

i will run the sun

trying to reach you

burn down my heart

play with my mind

use me and keep me

i am still dreaming

with my eyes open

and i feel free

others in the past got me confused

others in the past trying to blind me

and i will come from the stars

just for saving my freedom

i can feel the air

i have never been 

more happy

and i realized

that i am still looking for you.

BLACK DESERT

the day overcome

pain has already been here

i never meant to get you hurt

confusion came and with it

your black desert

the shadows are still there

could you forgive all this?

meanwhile i contemplate

the memories, i find you

sleeping,i hear you dreaming

i tried to follow you

but my shadow is behind me

black sheets 

between blond hair

sweet made, all pleasure

broken words and the last gaze

it was your tenderness

and my black desert 

you struggled,did i?

i wish to look back 

and stop the time 

and the feelings

i wish slept with you

and i wish stayed spelt.

Amor,amor....