HE CLOSED THE DOOR

Picture by the female zoo.

So strange to stand 

beside him in the evening

i promised me i would not care

but then my heart became a stony thing

he loved me like a god's sun 

but my heart was stirred

time passed by

i was thinking of him

all the time

and i promised me i would not care

got together, it was just a mistake

he left with no care 

and i was asleep 

when he closed the door 

he conjured constellations 

into my room

i thought he knocked 

my door again,

he had no right

to leave me like a shadow 

confusion kept me 

unattainable forever.

SAD SEA

you are not burning

for me,i know.

now you are

in my way

i like when we are 

together spite of

you are thinking

of her.

i like dreaming 

you rescue me

from the shadows

i dream she will never 

love you.

and i dream some day 

you will forgive me

yet i will too.

i heard a voice 

deep inside

i felt like in the sea

i know you are loving her

but i am glad

when you stay 

with me,

until the daytime. 

PASSIONATE FORGOTTEN DREAM

your presence fills 

my heart with fear

perhaps,

it is useless to say

i remember you.

i again live through

a passionate forgotten dream

and i fail if i remember your kisses

and all the warm in my bed

let there be only your lips

breath on my face

my days pass like clouds above

just waiting for you

bereft of inspiration.

you fill my heart 

with rage and fear.

THIS IS NOT A DREAM

my head is dead

cut off ideas

could you save me?

my head is dead

my soul 

dance of death

the do not cry

anymore

turn in to dust

full of death throes

this is not a dream

the kingdom of the dead

in lands  of faerie.

my feelings dropped 

to my sides in desolation.

my head is dead.

EGO

it is a feeling that one is inferior

to others in some way.

big like a star

this is not another 

loveless poem

i am waiting

to my real me 

love stinking

no for me

inferiority crossed

to you,to me

ignorance

that is your ego

big like a star.