Sunday, 17 July 2011

RABIA

Y que diras?
Y que murmuraras cuando todos te vean?
Cuando se te caiga la cara de vergüenza.
Pasearas tu nuevo amor ante tu traición.
Y como sera tu cara?
Ante mi atenta mirada.
Ojos enrojecidos que se clavan, diciendolo todo.

Todavia siento frio cuando miro al otro lado de mi cama
pero el odio, si el mismo odio
me llena de rabia
y me dice que yo ya no te anoro.

Yo te di todo, te di mi vida
crei que tu serias el amor de mi vida.
Me saque todo, yo ya no gozaba de libertad
como me cambiastes por otra.







EL VIENTO.

Cuando me miraba al espejo, no sentia nada. Un frio escalofrío me encogía la espalda.
La mirada perdida en la imagen reflejada. El silencio me adueñaba.
El bullicio de la ciudad, mis pasos, tus recuerdos
y esa voz en mi interior que no callaba.
Voz de desesperación que no paraba, llanto desconsolado
Y en mi estomago los cuchillos que me clavabas.
Hay dias que hasta respirar me mata.
Es tu silencio, la falta de tu aliento.
Lo que mato mi corazón en todo este tiempo
creo que se te olvidaron los sentimentos.
Bajo la ultima noche jurando algo de amor eterno.
Y cruzaras de cielo a cielo agarrado a otras promesas
pero el viento es vengativo
te hara saber lo que es amar
a una mujer.
Te hablara de sentimientos.



Monday, 2 May 2011

I WILL WAIT FOR YOU.


The waiting, my waiting
I will be waiting for you.
I don't care how long it will take
I am made for you.
I will wait until the day you decide
you love me
From sun to sun, I will wait for your call
the moon will feed my illusions
to wake another day to
still waiting for you.


Sunday, 1 May 2011

YOU DON'T HAVE HEART.


Under the coldest winter sky
you came into my life
bringing warm and hope
I did believe in you,
I did believe in love.
You used to hold me tight
protecting me from outside.
I was a fool just fell in love
with you and your words.
Now you have despaired
and I find myself fighting
against your memory,
I beg you to come back
but you are not human
you don't have heart.

Saturday, 12 June 2010

THROUGH MY WINDOW.



Sometimes
i wonder if there is any place for me
in this world.
Through the window of my life
i see how people pass by
inert they disappear
inert i do not mean anything for them
sometimes
i wonder if i deserve to live.

Photo of my old window.
Text by Lara Antonioni.



Thursday, 10 June 2010

WOMAN WITH NO NAME.




What is this odd feeling?
i have forgotten
where i come from
and they?
they can not be my salvation
woman with no name
yes i am.
whisperings at midnight
secrets under my skin
yes i did.
i just have words to my loneliness
my only friend.
woman with no name
sure i am
where did all the friends go?
just you know the secret
under your skin.

text and photos by Lara Antonioni.

Thursday, 3 June 2010

DESIRE DEPTHS.





As the morning reflection
i fudge myself in my room
there is not companionship
between you and me.
As my loneliness
gives birth of fire to my
broken heart depths.
Desire waits for you to come back
once again,
i will rise from the earth
towards up to the heaven.
and the small stars will claim
your name until the lights go wild.

Text and photo by Lara Antonioni.